my lovely sista,,

“ i write this post…..with drops by drops of mytears..like sweep picking in guitar..dropping from my eyes”


Actually I had 1 sister and 1 brother.i’m the second of the three.my sister was wonderful.she’s older 7 years than me.in the beginning of 2009,I and my family went to my father village,it’s very unspeakable experience.hahahah…lebayyy (lebay means very very over than needed).we went to komering village by sitting in my father’s car only.hehe…I was never thinking that it’s my last journey with my sista.


About 1 week later,my sister comeback to Yogyakarta city,because she’s still had master education in technical of architecture.But it didn’t pass 3 days,she got vomit and vomit.it didn’t stop anyway.20 minutes got vomit and got vomit.so my mother said that she must go back to Palembang city.


After she arrived in the airport of Palembang city.so,without waiting for the armageddonn,my father,mother and her went to Muhammad husein of hospital.it’s one of best hospital in Palembang.The docter diagnose that it ‘s just a maag.”She’ll get well soon.” Said the docter.Maybe about 2 weeks she was in hospital.But before goback to the home,the docter said she must doing CT SCAN.it’s such as a scanning of body,,all of the part of body.So,she did it and we waiting the result of it.After she did it she back to the home.

I still remember when she’s in the home.everything,when she offer my her cooking.When she waiting for me from my school.i don’t know how to express it.it’s unforgettable memories.i knew that she’s okay.

And we got the result of CT scan.My father wanna me to discuss it.so when saw the result,I knew that’s pericarditist (there’s a liquid in the membrane of heart).I told to myfather it’s not really serious.because of it.So,her heart sinking in that liquid.So,we can imagine,when we work in the water,we cannot work well.So that’s why,she felt painful in the muscle.because the circulation of the blood it’s not normal.I suggest myfather inhale that liquid iin the hospital.Myfather agree,and he would do it.

Unfortunatetly.She’s drop.the condition was like before.get vomit always and feel painful in the muscle.i know that’s very painfully.So we took her again to the hospital.In the hospital,she stayed there about 1 week.but,we felt the doctor gave up,because they didn’t know what the disease actually.So,we took my sista home again.
So,my father bring her to Dr.Alie gani.He’s Amoy’s uncle.(amoy is myclassmate).He’s also the best doctor of heart specialist.So,He suggest us to bring her again to hospital.for doing inhalitation.So,Dr.Alie gani take apart to be one of the doctor from the team.

After,10 days she was in the hospital.she said wanna back home.but myfather refuse it,she said “only one days,or ahalf of day.or maybe 1 hour,or only seeing the house,it’s okay”.We asked to the doctor,but the doctor disagree.And the doctor said that she must doing an operation.They give us 2 choice.We do it in Palembang,but waiting for the doctor from Jakarta (capital city of Indonesian).Or we go to the Jakarta?

After,very hard thingking myfather agree that the operation must in Palembang.So,they called the team of doctor of Jakarta city.The schedule of that operation is in the 7 march of 2009.fortunately,my aunt take apart in the operation.she’s a nurse.1 week before the operation 1 and my girlfriend came twice.My sista was very happy when mygirl give her a chocolate.hehee..she’s very like it,even she cant eat it all,but she’s happy.


7 march of 2009...............





It was raining,little bit pouring rain.i came to the hospital in the early morning.although that was rain but.i didn’t know why,that I must being in the hospital right now.the operation begin in 10.00.i still remember when I take a picture of her.and anything all.she’s always smiling in that morning.the team of the doctor contain about 4 doctor from Jakarta and the least from Palembang.maybe there’s 15 people in there.


I asked to my mother to take my photo with her.Because,I knew,maybe it’s my last photo….so,the doctor bring her to the operation room.
We was waiting for the luck…….when the doctor called my parents.they said,they must delayed that operation because the condition of my sister.So,they said,they’ll bring my sista to the ICU.after waiting for a while,the doctor called myparents anymore.but,I didn’t know why,I knew it’s bad news.so,because it’s 12.00.i go to the mosque to do noon praying.


After did it.i didn’t go to the waiting room directly.i walking a while in that hospital.But when I came to there.my uncle said that my sista is already pass away.I didn’t know why,there’s something in my heart.my feeing.it’s like when we go down in the ladder but we skip a ladderstep.I’m not crying yet in that time.but,when I met my father.he just smiling with me and said “we have to face it sincerel.it’s her destiny”.I don’t know why,I was crying accidentally.I felt very lost in mylife.i must lost one of my spirit.


She’s my sista and can be myfriend.she’s friend when we’re singing.she’s friend when I learn guitar for the first time.she’s friend when we’re coking together.she’s friend when we sleeping to get her.she’s friend when I have a problem.she’s a friend when I’m crying.she’s friend to make a problem.she’s a friend for everything..
You know what.,,she’s very very important in mylife.when i need to buy new clothes,she’s choose it for me.anything..!!!but,it’s the destiny.that’s our last destination…we gotta face it,,



I love you,,,,,kak Gita…………rest in peace…………..iloveyou so much