Probs make you great..

Do you ever wanna run away from the life?
Do you ever feel like you don't belong to anywhere?
Do you ever feel tired of faking smile while you're heart bleeding?

Several weeks ago,i was shocked when they told me about their (real) problem of the the life.I just can't believe someone like them,the one who always keep smiling and beeing nice to everybody must face that big problem.I know that everybody must have a problem,no matter how small and easy the problem,but still,everybody have problem.We can not blame the life as the source of the problem.We cannot blame everyone as the one who made it for us....

Sometimes when we get stumble in a problem,or we must face a big obstacle in our life.we don't know what we have to do,we gotta share and ask for the solution to the one that we trust..

We cannot tell our that big probs to everyfriend and people we know.Truly,we can't only talk about it to the choosen one..
I feel so sympathy listening their story,wondering how if it's happen to me.I doubt that i can through it as strong as them..

So,do not ever think to leave your friend under any condition...whether they've hurt your feeling or disappoint you..

I felt so sorry when i heard some gossip and story about another of my friend that tells about the one who taking so much more advantages only for their behalve and sacrifice their friend..and even their family.I dont know what the hell does bothering his mind,i agree if some people say that when you hurt your friend and family it's same as you hurt your self..

if you don't trust family,who else you will trust..

Every life has a problem.It's not something cool when you got a probs,and you always try to avoid it.Problem is made to be solved.not to be avoided..Sometimes when you try to face every inch of your problem and you finally solve it.It'll make you stronger and stronger.That's the reason god provide a problem..to make us stronger..

Every step of our life is a choice.we must choose them and follow where is it gonna leads.So always think before you make any decision...for instance,we remember the story of sophie and david, how if david didn't send any message to sophie?how if david just forget sophie when she didn't answer him?their will not be together,right?

Every single act will cause the different future in the universe.That's how it works.Sometimes a little change,alittle act,will change the future.It's called butterfly effect..So then,always assure that you make correct decision when you face a problem,and you'll get the future exactly like what you want..-tarazika-

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You're a gift i deserve

you're a gift
you're a gift i never dreamed i could want or need
and everyday i will show you that you're a gift that i deserve
you make me the best person i could ever hope to be
and i wanna spend and learn and love the rest of my life with you..

It's the part of dialogue of serial tv,chuck..It's the part when the main character,charles bartowski and his fiance,sarah walkar practice some list of their marriage..That's really romantic,i often rewind that scene minutes by minutes..It's such the most romantic scene of the whole season of that serial tv.

Well,that scene has been remembered me to the next story of david and sophie in my post "it's not a matter of duration"..the story was ended when david and sophie agreed to be as a couple,that was 20 february under the romantic trees in the beautiful park...
OKay guys,let's check it out..

It's has been 1 years and 8 month since we agree to be as one.i was reading a novel in my bedroom while my little brother talking about the football match last night.i have some unrelated-hobby-each-other just like,reading a novel,playing football,music but fortunately i didn't love dancing.myphone rang showing there's a new message for mewhen mybrother imitate of Liverpool's goal...

It's sophie...

It's has been more two years after my declaration of love to sophie.I still remember when i say that love gently,i wondered how i could say that thing,but it was really right and romantic moment.It's kinda city park,there's a basketball court in there,and i was standing under some trees,waiting for her coming nervously,that tree looked cool combined with some birds flying around when the children shooting the ball to the basket.

I will never forget that moment,when she walk into me,throw her smile smoothly,and finally say "hi" to me,i was stunned..It's kinda beginning of my new life.Well,My wonderful new life...I even didn't notice what people act when i say my love to her.Finally i was succeed collecting mybrave and bang bang bang...

I can't even describe how that her expression looked when she agreed to be mygirlfriend.After i ask that (fuc*ing) question,lol..3 second later,she answered yes direcly..The whole flower of the world seems like filling up my heart suddenly.I even didn't know what else to say to her..well,honeslty, she dazzled me.. :)

She send a message to tell me where will we go for date today,right now,i dont want to spend our time only take some dinner or go tot movie,I prefer visiting some historical place of our love..

Our true love..

She's such a gift to me..My life Before hers is really sucks.I was disorganized man,very very untidy,and when she came to my life,boom... Everything's changed..I never dreamed that a kind of the most beautiful creature in this world come and revise whole the bad aspect in my life.

She's my motivation,
The one who make me smile without any reason.
The one who make me laugh whenever i'm about to cry.
The one who believe me even when she thinks i'm wrong.
The one who trust me when nobody trust me.
The one who full every side of my life..
What the hell else you can say it but the gift...

Whenever i remember about that 20 february day,i do always feel blushing,because i never feel that i deserve having such a wonderful gift..
Because of it.I will always promise to show to the world.That she's the gift i deserve,and i will always thank to the god for that gift..

Well,while time goes by,David's love to Sophie it's bigger and bigger.They try to learn each other as the way to love more each other..One of cause that make him keeping his love is because he always think that she's a wonderful gift that has been change his broken life completely..

David is quite lucky given such a wonderful gift.But you know,everyone have a gift in their life..All you need to do to realize it is just look around..you will find your gift then..it's your family,friend,teacher and many more..

What make David different with another man who try to end his live?

It's they don't realize that god give too much to be caunted gift for his life.They don't realize that their family always love them in every condition in this life.They don't realize that their friend always hug and hold they tight whenever they feel lonely...

So,to be grateful of our life,all you need to do is just realize..that you have already had that gift...

:)

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I love you,you hate me...

I love you..
You hate me..
We've broken relationship..

Well,i remember that old song that i used to sing when i was a young boy.In my highschool,my friend changed that lyric into more "funny (and) disgusting" one..He was really funny when he sang that new-version of lyric of that song.Now,something's crossing mymind while i take mysnack,watching my cats fight each other.It has a corellation with myold story,in my "still loving you" post.A story about Jimmy and Monika..(just suppose) The story end when Jimmy gave monika a kinda present,and monika refuse it..well,this is the continuity of that story,check it out..Hope can change your mind as suppose to be..

Yeah,this is me,Jimmy.Lying in my bed,wondering if i can fix anything that happen in my life.I don't think i deserve it all,after everything i gave to the world,to my life,to hers.I do not blame her because of that incident,when she decided to refuse (or even ignore) my-late-present.I thought she had a point to do something like that,and i respect it.I tried to contact her,but still,no answer."Answering machine" ask me to leave some message to her.Well,this is the condition that i do not really really expected..

I know what's the point she tried to deliver to me,but she's wrong...I never wanted something more from her.I just..err wanna show something different inside me about her (i prefer calling it "care").And again,i dont know which part of my act that she called "approaching to be belongs"..Because i know it cannot (wont) be happen.And i think she knew the reason.

We used to laugh together,telling story about whole funny thing.Getting lunch together,and many more..and now,i lost it all..i miss it like crazy.I know that i can't fix it (the whole of it),but...yeah...you can't erase all the memory we had only because of that incident.It's not worth that..

Remember when we first met each other in the crowded,i even didn't notice you at all,but as the time goes by i knew that there's something more inside you that made me curious.And now,when my curiosity has been satisfied,i lost everything.Not only because she refuse my present,but also because she (looks) doesnt want have a touch with me,that's really break my heart.

Love in my opinion is not always refers to "special relationship,affair,or etc"..I love her as a friend,well close friend..But maybe,she thought about another definiton of love..Well,maybe lately i acted excessive,but trust me..I care to hers,only because i feel she just like mysister..

Couple weeks ago,i sent some message to her,hoping there's some improvement in our relationship,but again,again and again the result was disappointing.Recently,i spend mytime wondering what should i do right now,i'm confused.I know what she've done has been broken my heart,besides,i dont wanna miss a thing from her..

But now i realize that i'm done..yes i'm done..

I love you,you hate me....

Well,we can see in above,something happen in Jimmy's mind..He doesn't know what he suppose to do..

I think,forgetting hers is not the truly solution,besides,it's so hard for Jimmy to forget their sweet memories..But..
sometimes you can't always get what you want in this life..Sometimes there's a time we need to back off,even it's for the thing that we're fighting for..

Now,Jimmy may disappointed for what she had done..But remember,it's the end,but it's not ended yet..Maybe for Jimmy,it's the beginning of the new life..maybe,the true friends' waiting for you outside there..maybe the better love is running up with the open arms to you..So?come on,forget about that girl,try to forget what you have done or both of you have done together,although it's so hard to do it..

I love you..you hate me...is this end of our story?

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Difference..

Trying to write something in different way...

One week ago my friend stemy send a message in mychatbox...she gave me kinda an "award" for myblog..it said that i got "the different blogger".I read some "funny" statement in stemy blog it's "their blog is better then mine,so i think it's best to give them award for such a the inspirational blog like that"...:)

I dont think my blog (actually) include in that statement,i'm not good blogger at all..I just trying to deliver all of words in my mind and try to transfer it into word by word..and i think it's failed..In my free time i often read someblog belongs to myfriend.Most of them talking about their daily activity,some funny moment and about their love story..Truly i can't do that,telling my daily activity,funny moment and etc.. I'm afraid when people read myblog they feel like reading some trash and useless story..I'm afraid when they read mystory "so what?" statement crossing their mind..I always trying to make some useful post for the reader,trying to make some advantages for the one who read my blog..:)

Regardless of it all i wanna say thankyou to stemy for the award...i will upgrade every side of differene of my blog..LOL.. :)

This is kinda of picture of the award



One again i wanna say to stemy,i appreciate this award,and i will always try the best for myblog..:)

In our life there's always a word "difference" in everyside of life..We Can not say it as the curse..we must say it as a gift,and it's our duty to glorify it..

To complete each other for the better future,it's one of the function of difference..

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a gift for a love...

This is story of myfriEnd..it's an old story,happen several years ago..

He's just ordinary person like the others,the guy who trying to be nice to everyperson that he knows..But sometimes,a good will not always followed by a good feedback..

So this is the story...read it carefully,and i hope you'll change your mind as suppose to be :)

It was a really warm night when he was wrapping that box with a beautiful paper special for the gift..He wondered about the expression of her beeing gave a present for her birthday..
They have been such a close friend for a year..So,i t,hink it's something normal when you give birthday present to your closefriend..Unfortunately,it's not her birthday..He was late about 5 or six months (and i think it's one of the cause of the probs then)...

Actually,they have some similarity with mystory about jimmy and monika before..When they're closefriend,and jimmy felt in love with monika,and (looks like) monika doesnt have a few feeling for him..

It's a beautiful morning when he's bringing that present happily,hoping her smile and wondering about her feeling then..(actually i helped him for wrapping the box),When he passed her by,wishing for the smile,the result is null...there's no smile,no say hello..as usual...

Something ain't right appear in his heart,normally when you bring that kinda big present as big as like that,people must ask who is it for,what's inside of it bla bla bla..but,maybe because it's something common that in the first sight of their meeting,no side of them say hello first..haha that's quite funny..

Is she know that it's for her?
will she throw this out in front of him when he gives it to her?

It's the words that appears in his mind minutes by minutes after..

3 hours later....

He already gave that present for her.saying that it's actually for her indirectly,he was really happy for that..flower and flower filling his heart up..:)

One day later....

It's 5 pm when he heard that she reject his present without open it first..he's so in misery,sad,angry and every bad thought crossing his mind..it's something normal for the human like us,when we JUST trying to make our friend happy,and they deny it...

I guess actually she's not trying to breakin his heart down..i guess she just trying to make it clear about their realtionship..she never wanted to be belongs to him,because maybe there's someone outside there better than him..I think she should explain the whole reason why she didn't accept that present..and she must have a reason for it..

For my beloved friend above,don't blame your anger to her....Because maybe she has the reason for it..
For the female one..LOL...you should explain to my friend for your desicion clearly,so there's no missunderstanding after...

It's not something about a present,it's about heart,you can't blame her and saying it's mistake for rejecting it..Because in our life,there's always something we have no control...

And that's what destiny is.. :)

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What's The (Real) Definiton of Friend?

I just had some discussion with my friend.It's about the definiton of friend...I'm sure and gonna assure everyone that everybody (normally) have a friend in their life..

I take a definition of friend..it's really-really beautiful ..

what is friend?

SOMEONE WHO LISTENS

SOMEONE WHO TELLS YOU THE TRUTH ABOUT YOURSELF AND

SOMEONE WHO YOU LISTEN AND APPRECIATE IT

SOMEONE WHO YOU WOULD BREAK ALL APPOINTMENTS TO BE WITH

SOMEONE WHO ARRIVES UNEXPECTEDLY AS YOU ARE GOING OUT AND YOU WANT
WITH ALL YOUR HEART TO TAKE THEM WITH YOU

SOMEONE YOU DON'T WANT TO LEAVE,NO MATTER HOW MUCH TIME
YOU HAVE SPENT WITH THEM

Sometimes it's not like a fairytales that what we got and saw in reality.But it's the truth, sometimes you got that your friend doesn't listen,and never break any appointment for you.So?what's something we gotta do if we face someone (friend) like that,is it can't called as a friend?

I dont agree if it can't called friend.the truth is,we made the definiton of friend by ourself and for our self.No matter how they treat us,we have to stay "kind" and always beeing as a friend..

If we love our friend sincerely,no matter they love us or not,you'll feel easier facing the life. :)

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Still Loving you

It's 7 on the afternoon,20 july 2011
Mymind break back away to every moment in this day.It's really-really strange day.Not only because it's the last time i and myclassmath meet each other formally in the class,but also because something else.
I have some story of love of myfriend.And some story also belongs to me in my PAST..as myfriend have been requested,i will write this story in bahasa indonesia.I'm really-really bad writing something in bahasa indonesia.Just ignore the "tata bahasa",,just read the story carefully..

I hope some of you will get something and change your mind as suppose to be..

Playlist saya pun berganti menjadi "pemuja rahasia"nya sheila on 7.Saya nikmati lirik demi lirik yang dilantunkan oleh "Duta".Ingatan saya melayang ke beberapa tahun yang lalu (mungkin 5 tahun yang lalu),ketika saya membantu seorang teman untuk melancarkan jalannya menuju hati yang terpuja.Namun,ketika itu banyak pikiran terlintas melintasi pikiran saya yang sekaligus mengacaukan dan menggoyahkan keinginan saya untuk membantu teman tersebut.

Apakah pengungkapan kepada sang terpuja yang akan melunturkan gelar "pemuja rahasia"nya ini adalah suatu hal yang tepat?

Mungkin bagi sebagian orang hal-hal kepemujaan kepada lawan jenis yang bersifat "hanya" rahasia ini akan kehilangan kesakralannya ketika diungkapkan,sebagian lagi pasti akan menunjukkan bahwa mereka berani mengungkapkannya dan secara frontal akan mengungkapkan kepada sang target..

Kedua pendapat itu sangat bisa diterima,namun pada kondisi-kondisi tertentu."Pemuja rahasia" mempunyai arti bahwa kepemujaannya yang bersifat rahasia,bukan eksistensi diri..
Bagaimana ketika sang terpuja adalah salah satu teman dekat sang pemuja yang tidak tergantikan?mungkin kita harus berpikir keras ketika akan mengungkapkan kepemujaan atas dirinya dalam kondisi tersebut..

Secarik pengalaman teman mungkin akan membuat kita berpikir kembali resiko resiko yang akan kita dapat ketika akan mengungkapkannya..Sebuah kisah antara (anggap saja) jimmy dan monika..

cH3ck 1T 0U7..

Pagi hari yang cerah ketika jimmy melirik alarm handphone,7.25 am.Ada hal yang berbeda pagi itu dibanding pagi biasanya,bukan karena ada 3 panggilan tidak terjawab di handphonenya pagi itu.Namun,suatu hal yang jauh lebih dalam yang tak tertandingi jika hanya dibandingkan dengan panggilan tak terjawab.

Jimmy 2 minggu yang lalu,seorang anak remaja biasa yang hidup di era modern ini mungkin tidak akan menyangka hal ini akan terjadi pada saat ini.Bukan karena hal ini memalukan bila dipandang orang lain,namun menjadi hal yang sangat memalukan bila hal ini kenyataan.

Pagi yang cerah diiringi suara percikan air mengiringi perjalanan yang dilakukan Jimmy setiap hari,menuju ke sekolah..Dengan mata yang kusut serta pakaian yang tidak teratur kedatangan Jimmy disambut oleh Monika,sahabat dekat Jimmy..Sebuah kerlingan mata serta secercah senyuman membuat perut Jimmy terasa jungkir balik.Dan dengan sebuah anggukan elegan menjawab senyuman itu,namun rasa penasaran atas perasaan jungkir baliknya isi perut Jimmy yang akan membuat hari-harinya kedepan berbeda.
it's never happened before..

Hari demi hari berlalu ketika Jimmy menyadari apa yang telah terjadi sesungguhnya dengan dirinya (perasaannya).Sebuah penolakan besar namun tidak bisa menandingi perasaan itu pun muncul dari benak Jimmy.Jimmy tidak akan pernah mau meninggalkan dan membuat sahabatnya dalam masalah,namun apakah ia akan sanggup melawan perasaannya yang kian membesar ketika dihadapkan dengan kenyataan bahwa Monika tidak bisa dimiliki...

Langkah demi langkah telah ter-analisis oleh Jimmy,ada 2 keputusan yang mungkin dapat diambilnya.Pertama,tetap menjalani hubungan seperti biasa,dengan resiko rasa di hatinya akan semakin membesar dan akan semakin menyiksa dirinya.Kedua,menjauhi sahabatnya dengan harapan perasaannya akan berkurang dan berkurang sehingga keadaan akan menjadi seperti biasa.
Beberapa teman dari Jimmy terus menerus menuntut jimmy untuk membuat keputusan yang ke-3,menyatakannya...

Cerita diatas adalah bagian dari cerita seorang Jimmy yang dilanda kegalauan tingkat tinggi ketika dihadapkan dengan perasaan terhadap seseorang yang tidak seharusnya dicintai.Jimmy dengan bijak memilih langkah ke2 untuk dipilih,dengan sangat-sangat terpaksa tanpa maksud dan tujuan yang tidak baik serta dihadapkan dengan resiko-resiko yang tinggi.

Monika,sebagai seorang sahabat dekat jimmy pasti akan bertanya-tanya ketika Jimmy menjauh dengan tiba-tiba.Salah satu usaha yang harus dilakukan Jimmy adalah menjelaskan apa yang terjadi secara tidak langung.Namun,ketika usaha tersebut gagal,akan sangat-sangat merusak hubungan persahabat mereka.Untuk itulah Jimmy dituntut untuk mampu menjelaskannya maksud "penjauhan" diri ini tanpa mengatakannya secara langsung.Sungguh bukan hal yang sangat mudah.Ketika akhirnya Jimmy menyadari bahwa pilihan ke-2 ini adalah merupakan suatu kesalahan (dengan indikator bahwa perasaannya justru semakin membesar),it's the real problem of it all...

Siang yang terik ketika Jimmy mencoba mengumpulkan keberanian untuk mengungkapkan eksistensi perasaannya.Dedauan bergerak dengan lincah tertiup angin seolah memberi semangat padanya untuk melakukan apa hal yang menurutnya telah dilakukan dari dahulu kala.

Dan pernyataan itu....

Kata demi kata telah terlontar menghujam hati Monika,seorang teman dekat yang dengan tiba-tiba menjauh dari kehidapannya dan tiba-tiba muncul dan menyatakan perasaan itu sangat cukup membuat jantungnya berdebar tak karuan.Itu bukan lah sebuah pertanyaan,namun hanya pernyataan cinta..Hari demi hari kecanggungan kian menjadi,mungkin bukan sebuah kondisi yang mereka berdua ingin kan,sebuah resiko yang harus ditanggung demi memberi efek lega terhadap perasaan Jimmy.Namun,justru memperburuk suasana-suasana yang diharapkan..

Mungkin kita bisa berkaca dari kisah Jimmy dan Monika itu.Kita tidak bisa menyalahkan apa yang dilakukan Jimmy,pada persoalan intinya adalah "Jimmy menginginkan suasasana seperti biasa,tanpa mengingat hal-hal yang telah terucap"..Namun mungkin itu bukan lah hal yang mudah bagi monika,disatu sisi dirinya sungguh ingin suasananya kembali seperti semula,disisi lain banyak faktor yang mempengaruhi keputusannya untuk semakin menjauh dari Jimmy..

Segala sesuatu yang dilakukan Jimmy adalah untuk memulai kembali,apa yang telah mereka lalui dahulu dan ia rela melakukan apapun juga untuk hal itu..karena disetiap langkah-langkah kehidupan Jimmy seterusnya,dan disetiap senyum keindahan dirinya masih tersimpan fakta bahwa Jimmy masih mencintai Monika...

Apa yang dilakukan Jimmy mungkin adalah suatu keputusan kecil dari segala keputusan yang akan dihadapinya sepanjang umurnya,namun satu kalimat sederhana yang belum terucap dari bibir Jimmy,dan sungguh sangat ingin diungkapkannya dengan segala kelembutan hatinya pada diri Monika.

Still loving you

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Inspiring quote of 1K (part-1)

I have 37 wonderful friends in my class.Each of them have their own special ability.They're all extraordinary people.I dont wanna talk about academic ability,sometimes we can't count people as an extraordinary by (only) seeing their academic skill.I do also dont wanna talk about special ability like we seeing in heroes movie (people can fly,healing fast,telekinesis,etc).I just wanna talk about a simple miracle of human.It's heart.. :)

I often trying to understand all of their mind,not like matt parkman in heroes who can reading somebody's mind,i just trying to understand the way of thingking each of them.Lately,i just realize that it's something crazy and impossible to understand the whole of theirs.The problem that we have to face when we trying to ongoing and socialize is a difference.We came from different place,different culture,background,family,past and many more.

One of them told me their "feeling" about beeing in this class.He feel not really comfort beeing here.I just suggest him to doing as good as he can,just be your self,and the real point is you can't ask the others to understand your feeling,your unsuitableness and many more.But you have to miggle and understanding them.:) :) :)

On the other hand,while i can't keep trying to understand whole of them,i always "observe" their unique quote.Maybe they don't realize that their words are really inspiring,and their words are really change mylife.It's called Simple-miracle.LOL...

Okay this is 5 quote of 1K that really inspiring me.I dont say whose is it,or put the label of the name.
CH3cK 1t 0UT!

1."Every goodsystem (rule) is right and has a good purpose,but the human who carrying out that ruin it"

I was really surprice when he said something like that.Actually that quote is really common quote,but because he's really funny and childish,and when people like him saying something serious like that,it's really really weird.hahhahah.
But,as the time when he says that,i really felt ashamed.I never obey some rule made by junior,senior high school or even my college.That's why,really big thanks i dedicate to him.His simple quote really really change my viewpoint of system and rule..Thanks dude! :)

2."We've been beeing as a friend for so long time,what if we move on and being as a couple???"

Hahhahaa,stolid person saying something like that?it's really really funny.He told me about the day when he declare his love to her girlfriend.At the beginning i don't believe him that he used this quote to state his love.Why?because i don't really think that....... hahhaha (forget it).
Sometimes when we've been beeing as friend or a close friend,something called love appeared.

Is it a mistake or what?

I never agree if someone says that love is a mistake.Love is a grace,however when you fall in love with your own friend/close friend.Never avoid it.Harder you try to run from your feeling,harder you feel you need him/her.Because we can't destroy love.And it's our fate.. :)

3."The theory of economic is an abstract subject,it's about human opinion,so you can't rate 0 (zero) in people opinion"

It's one of disappointment of the result that our class got in introductory economics subject.I really agree of that statement.Economic is an abstract,you can't give zero to somebody opinion,even when his opinion was wrong,at least just give some achivment..hhaha LOL

I was walking back to myroom when we had a talk about it.Lately,it's one of factor that really bring me down,i din't really feel upset looking the last result of mypaper.I just felt
beeing unappreciated seeing the crosses sign accrossing most of my answer.I write about 15 lines of the answer,and the teacher just cross it and give it zero.:)

But,it's a dynamic of life.Sometimes you're feeling happy,sometimes sad.God try to examine us so we can be better step by step.

The real man is the one who will rise up when he got stumble,how hard the obstacle he faces

4."Every good government wisdom must have negative consequence"

It can be right and it can be true.hahahhaha..(labil)..I told him about the fire burning under ampera bridge in palembang.I said it wasn't something accidental.Some people said government designed it to make it be a beautiful park,while some merchant/trader jazz up that location.

I do really agree that it's true,because there're some choice of life that have negative consequence,on the other hand we have to decide which one that we'll choose.

AND....

I do really agree (too) that it's wrong.Imagine how if we change just bend (not break) that statement..We find a way that negative consequence become something good (just like recycling the garbage)... :)

5."something small and simple will be a huge and wonderful thing,if it's you,who did it"

That's true...although it's subjective view,but however it's true.
He's the one who has a probs with the other of myfriend.It's something about "it".hahaa.

We can see in our daily activity.That's really happen.When we're beeing in home,look around,there're many of our love.Only their smile can change our mood.Something simple will change everything of the world.just like butterfly effect,

so although what we did is a simple or small thing,it can be wondeful thing for other people who love us.So,always think before you do something.Because maybe if you did a small thing that hurt our love,it can be really2 huge thing that hurt them.

So...

It's 5 quote among 37 of mywonderful friends.It's really-really inspiring me.I hope there're many thing that you can take from it

Friend is everything,so while you have a chance to help or make them happy just do it.because we don't know maybe it's our last thing we can do for them. :)

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It's not a matter of duration

Sometimes love coming from the first sight,we can see that in movie,our surrounding or even it happen to our self... The way of fallin in love will not always guarantee the relationship will stay in very longtime..
Myclassmate said to me several days ago that "zik,it's not a matter of duration,everything is possible and that's something featuristic of love"
Deep inside of myheart does agree with that,not because it's something logical and i do accept that.But I did ever feel something about what he said.

there are some people say that "harder you try to get her,longer you will stay with her...
I do have some story as a proof it.Just because you try and keep chasing in long time,doesnt mean it will stay longer.

This is a part of short story about (err- just call him David and Sophie)...
check it out...

It's late of night when David try to send a text message to a girl...He got the number from his friend,saying that the girl is kind of beautiful and single.At the beginning,he just trying to introduce his self while hoping she'll reply the text...

"hi Sophie..my name is David,i got your number from your old friend.i hope we can be a good friend. -waiting for the reply while my heart keep beating harder- David.."

It's a short message that David send to her.He didn't know exactly why he did something like that,something embarrassing.He knew exactly that it's so useless.It's late of night and suddenly a stranger sending a weird message..

Minutes by minutes he waiting for the answer while he keep praying to the god that she will answer that message.But yeah...it's totally something useless.The girl never send any message back to him in that night..That's really sad to say...:(

One week later

It's 9 PM when David just arrived in his home and stay laying in his bed thingking randomly..He heard a news about Liverpool in his old radio.His coverbed was intermilan,but the pillowcase was AC Milan,while he's actually Liverpool Fans Club.That's totally weird combination.David just playing guitar when the notification of message ringing from his phone.

Finally..

Sophie send a reply of David message one week ago.That was a short message said "Hi David,i totally don't know who you're,but you looks good for beeing a good friend,sorry for making you waiting so long"

It's a middle of night when David preparing everyting for the first date and meet with sophie.After sending a short message one another for two weeks,finally it's for the first time he's gonna meet her.
There's no special feeling blushing in his heart,it just a common,friendship..But it changed when they're meet each other..
And that was the beginning of everything.Everything called Love...

It just a little part of David and Sophie story,something we can take from the story is even they just have a short contact as short as two weeks and it has been changed to love when they meet for the first time.Don't judge that just because they have a short oncoming of relationship and they relationship will not stay longer.

David and sophie finally make a promise to stay together as a couple two days after their first date and meet.It was a romantic days when they become a couple.It's 20th february 2007,Under the beautiful trees.It's truely something weird for them.They don't know exactly each other,and howcome they'll become a couple.And their relationship keep running well years by years while i write this story.

It's not a matter of duration.It's just a matter of how far and big you can love her.No matter how hard everystep of the day,if you love her sincerely you'll struggle for her.And you'll find your true love in the deepest of her heart.
You have a choice while the god provide it.And now,it's our responsibility to choose every choice of it,for our better future.

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Both of them

it's late of night and myplaylist turn to "the man who can't be moved"...while i'm hearing every words of the lyric,mymind flying back one week ago..when myfriend "Andrew" and "Adrian" saw a beauty in tidung island... :)

I and myclass went to tidung island,it's one of the most beautiful island among the thousand island..it's in the north of jakarta..It has really beautiful beach and nice air,looks like we can't get as beautiful as beach near of big city such as jakarta..

Every member of the class got their own experience..starting with "declaration of love",untill fallin in love him/her self friend..never thought that this "makrab" will lead to something like that...LOL..

differ to the others member,both of Andrew and Andrian got their own love when we're on the boat.. this is some andrew's #loveletter for her....

Duduk di ruangan kecil di dalam sebuah kapal kumuh berjam-jam,
disengat teriknya sinar matahari yg langsung menyakiti wajahku. Namun ku tetap bertahan, memandangi seorang gadis turunan cina berbaju biru itu.
Sementara Adrian tertarik kepada seorang gadis manis lucu berbaju abu-abu. Bersandar di dinding kapal ku menatap gadis berbaju biru itu, walaupun lebih sering terlihat punggungnya saja, tapi sesekali dia menoleh kebelakang dan disitu pandangan kami bertemu.
Setiap kali dia menangkapku memandanginya, aku berpura-pura melihat kearah lain, begitupn dengan dia. Sekali kupejamkan mataku karena lelah, dan ketika ku membuka lagi mataku, rambutnya sudah terkuncir dan terlihat semakin cantik..
Akhirnya aku dan adrian bertekad mencari homestay dia dan rombongannya. Kami berdua menaruh barang di tempat 1K dan langsung berlari menuju persimpangan dimana kami dan rombongan itu berpisah, sayangnya kami kehilangan jejak.
Seluruh sudut pemukiman pulau tidung sudah kami jelajahi, tapi hasilnya nihil.. Saat BBQ dan olahraga pagi di pantai memberikan harapan utk mencari dia lagi, tapi dia tak ada disana.
Sampai harapan terakhir adalah ketika kembali berada di kapal menuju pulang. Ternyata cuma harapan kosong, dia tak ada di ferry, dan takkan ku temukan lagi..
Penyesalan mendalam kenapa hanya bisa terdiam kaku menatapnya dan tak menghampirinya. Sekarang kami tak akan bisa saling menatap lagi.. Dunia memang kejam, Waktu memang kejam
, Potput pun juga kejam, Tidung.. Tidung.. Oh, pulau Tidung.. Hatiku (dan kunci kost ku) masih tertinggal disana..


It's some "hope" that written by andrew...their case is quite similar with "the man who can't be moved" story... it tells about the man that gonna stay for his love..although he just had a silhouette of that woman in his mind...

this is the full lyric of its..

The Man Who Can't Be Moved Lyrics

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,

Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy Who's waiting on a girl...
There are no holes in his shoes But a big hole in his world...
and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move

From both of that two story we can see the real power of love...everybody can do anything for their love...so,once you got your love...don't ever let a thought crossing your mind about letting her go,or you'll be in regret forever...:)

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