You're a gift i deserve

you're a gift
you're a gift i never dreamed i could want or need
and everyday i will show you that you're a gift that i deserve
you make me the best person i could ever hope to be
and i wanna spend and learn and love the rest of my life with you..

It's the part of dialogue of serial tv,chuck..It's the part when the main character,charles bartowski and his fiance,sarah walkar practice some list of their marriage..That's really romantic,i often rewind that scene minutes by minutes..It's such the most romantic scene of the whole season of that serial tv.

Well,that scene has been remembered me to the next story of david and sophie in my post "it's not a matter of duration"..the story was ended when david and sophie agreed to be as a couple,that was 20 february under the romantic trees in the beautiful park...
OKay guys,let's check it out..

It's has been 1 years and 8 month since we agree to be as one.i was reading a novel in my bedroom while my little brother talking about the football match last night.i have some unrelated-hobby-each-other just like,reading a novel,playing football,music but fortunately i didn't love dancing.myphone rang showing there's a new message for mewhen mybrother imitate of Liverpool's goal...

It's sophie...

It's has been more two years after my declaration of love to sophie.I still remember when i say that love gently,i wondered how i could say that thing,but it was really right and romantic moment.It's kinda city park,there's a basketball court in there,and i was standing under some trees,waiting for her coming nervously,that tree looked cool combined with some birds flying around when the children shooting the ball to the basket.

I will never forget that moment,when she walk into me,throw her smile smoothly,and finally say "hi" to me,i was stunned..It's kinda beginning of my new life.Well,My wonderful new life...I even didn't notice what people act when i say my love to her.Finally i was succeed collecting mybrave and bang bang bang...

I can't even describe how that her expression looked when she agreed to be mygirlfriend.After i ask that (fuc*ing) question,lol..3 second later,she answered yes direcly..The whole flower of the world seems like filling up my heart suddenly.I even didn't know what else to say to her..well,honeslty, she dazzled me.. :)

She send a message to tell me where will we go for date today,right now,i dont want to spend our time only take some dinner or go tot movie,I prefer visiting some historical place of our love..

Our true love..

She's such a gift to me..My life Before hers is really sucks.I was disorganized man,very very untidy,and when she came to my life,boom... Everything's changed..I never dreamed that a kind of the most beautiful creature in this world come and revise whole the bad aspect in my life.

She's my motivation,
The one who make me smile without any reason.
The one who make me laugh whenever i'm about to cry.
The one who believe me even when she thinks i'm wrong.
The one who trust me when nobody trust me.
The one who full every side of my life..
What the hell else you can say it but the gift...

Whenever i remember about that 20 february day,i do always feel blushing,because i never feel that i deserve having such a wonderful gift..
Because of it.I will always promise to show to the world.That she's the gift i deserve,and i will always thank to the god for that gift..

Well,while time goes by,David's love to Sophie it's bigger and bigger.They try to learn each other as the way to love more each other..One of cause that make him keeping his love is because he always think that she's a wonderful gift that has been change his broken life completely..

David is quite lucky given such a wonderful gift.But you know,everyone have a gift in their life..All you need to do to realize it is just look around..you will find your gift then..it's your family,friend,teacher and many more..

What make David different with another man who try to end his live?

It's they don't realize that god give too much to be caunted gift for his life.They don't realize that their family always love them in every condition in this life.They don't realize that their friend always hug and hold they tight whenever they feel lonely...

So,to be grateful of our life,all you need to do is just realize..that you have already had that gift...

:)